Saturday, February 15, 2003

Nothing new. Now all I do is work and work. It's child labor I say...these people
got me working for tacos. Hahahaha I love ya Anna.

Friday, December 20, 2002

Today was a short day. I woke up for one second then the next thing I know I'm @ work. School already out and I plan to...I'm not sure. I'm not sure of anything any more. it's been past a year and 9 months since I've been dating Andy. I think more about him each day. I miss him so much..and at the same time I love him. Vice versa. My best friend Anna has been gone. I miss her and inside I know she needs help. Not from anyone but herself. I'm about to graduate and all I think about is gettin' around. I have no permit...nada. Recently my bf has died from a car accident and it just occured to me how everythingisn't so steady...and how imperfect everything is. I'm at that point where I dont have any friends. None what so ever. even my old lost contact, and some how I lost interest. I'm ready to be with more matture people. People who are motivated and want to do something productive. There arent like that around here. I'm just a lonly asss kid for now. til I get my car i'll find my life somewhere out there =)